My second and last attempt at IVF failed last Monday. We had three embryos left and when they defrosted them two disintigrated and the one left was ok...not great but ok. After two weeks of waiting, not smoking, not taking any meds, trying to stay calm....my pregnancy test turned out negative. So stop taking all the hormones and let the river flow.....it took longer this time. Last time it was two days later and AF was here. This time it was a whole 5 days. I was starting to wonder what was going on.
So, though I am greatful that I have a wonderful son I am still naturally disappointed that I will not have another child. I know God is great and He can change his mind at any time. But realistically....I will be 40 in January. My son is turning 8 in June.
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